“I saw the red flags, but I thought he loved me too much to do that to me” —Diadem
Even if I’m a single mother I didn’t choose this. When I wanted to have my baby I wanted her because I wanted something that I would be responsible for.
Before I got pregnant I saw the signs especially when I go to his house, I’ll see the way he shouts at people and I’d think is this the way he will be shouting at me when we have issues? Despite seeing the signs of abuse I felt like he will baby me because he loves me so much. He won’t do that to me you know.
I mean I’m very spoiled and when I’m in a relationship I like to be babied. I do not lie even in my relationships. I do not lie. I don’t know how to date two people at the same time because I have to lie to the first person. It’s hard work and too stressful.
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